Three years today… All I can think about is how the pain I am feeling is as strong, if not stronger, as the day Mya left us. It's amazing how the brain functions. Every year, the symptoms start in October, my sleep is more and more disturbed, stomach aches get worse and I get more and more distracted, to the point of black outs sometimes. I feel helpless as I get less and less in control of my brain functions and their effect on my body. I experienced something very similar a