This was the title of a few pieces I wrote but I always managed to pick myself up and change the title to something more hopeful. But I am learning that it’s OK not to be OK. More importantly I am learning to express it. I am closing Rays of Sunshine next week. No, I am not OK. I’ve been pretending I was because I always want to be that positive person who can keep it together no matter what. A part of me has made peace with ending the project and that’s the part that accepte